What I've gained since then may be loneliness
With that feeling in my heart, I open the door in spite of myself
Something told me that your heart was leaving me
In retrospect it was silly of me...
to plaster a smile on my face for you to see, wasn't it?
Couldn't do anything about us never seeing eye to eye
My feelings never reached you and it made me timid and speechless
It was I who said goodbye that day
I now know I was only trying not to get hurt
Why couldn't I hold you tightly?
It was my small pride
I couldn't break it
Are kara boku ga te ni shita no wa sabishi-sa kamo shirenai
son'na kimochi o kakaeta mama tobirawoakete shimau
hanarete yuku kimi no kokoro ni nantonaku, kidzui teta
muriyari waratte miseta no mo ima omoeba okashī ne
Surechigau jikan-dōshi-yō mo naku
todokanai omoi-byō ni natte kotoba naku shita
sayonara ano hi, guchi ni shita no wa boku de
sore wa kizutsuku, koto kara nige teta dakedarou
dōshite kimi o dakishime rarenakatta?
sore wa jibun no chīsana puraidodatta kowasenakatta
Are kara kimi ga te ni shita no wa shiawasena katei de
nazeka aseri o kanjita mama niekiranai omoi de
gūzen konomae kimi o mikaketa yo
e ni kaita yōna yasashī egao ni me o sorashita boku
Sayonara ano hi utsumuita mama naite ita ne
soko ni kanji teta aishi-sa wa nanidarou
wakare magiwa ni kotoba o nomikonda ne
sore wa kimi no chīsana puraidodatta mamorenakatta
sayonara ano hi senobi shite ita futari
dakedo mujaki ni waratte butsukari ae teta
tsuriai no torenai shiawase no imi
ima mo zutto boku no taisetsuna omoide to shite kokoro no oku ni